Nicole de BIRTHDAY ^^

AIYA!!! wat a memorable day ^^
ying xian, yun yee, kher ye, i ning, eileen, michelle, vivian, teng teng are there. ^^
michelle and ying xian blind folded nicole first b4 she reached and saw everyone of us there.
she is surprise, no doubt.
and we have a simple "picnic" on the basketball court,
then, we went to i ning's house to watch a movie bsides eating cheese cake baked by i ning and a few others. =P

after two months of study in a total new environment,
i'm kind of worn out.
duno how to say, i juz feel..........WEIRD,
its not tired,boring, or neither lonely,
i juz need a familiar place where i feel confortable to breathe.

although i have made a few nice new friends in my new school,
i still laugh, joke, play and study with them,
but it does not feel the same like when i be with u girls, never the same.

after few hours of juz staying with them yesterday,
i'm having sum kind of feeling like "i'm BACK!!!",
or make me feel like:"i'm suppose to be like this."
hanging out with you all (even without talking)
made me gain back my real "sense of belonging".
this is the only thing that others could not give me.

ps. thats why i appreciate everything from you,
thats why i'm terrified when i feel like losing you.